I used to drink a Lot

My dearest Love, I used to drink a lot. Back before I met you, the man I love. Not in an alcoholic way, but I’d just drink a lot. A couple of shots… Continue reading

I don’t wish you pain and Heartbreak

Sometimes we can take breakups hard, most times we do, especially if it wasn’t our choice. We may even show the ugly side of ourselves. The side of us that wants to express… Continue reading

Day two, I feel empty Inside

I feel empty, not numb. I feel like I’m missing some essential part of myself, of my soul. Nothing means the same as it did before. The parts of me that comprise my… Continue reading

Are You Awake?

The sun was just beginning to find it’s way through the curtains when I woke up, you by my side. You were on your back, peaceful in your dreamland. I climbed on top… Continue reading

Heartbreak: The crumbling Fortress of a Heart

I am astonished at what heartbreak can do to a person. I’ve always known that the breaking heart was a terrible thing to experience. Love hurts us in ways that nothing else can… Continue reading

Day One, Please Need Me

Day one, ground zero of what I fear is the end of you and me. Day one, I’m still processing what’s happened. The tears fall from my eyes quickly, in uncontrolled sobs. I… Continue reading

I Won’t Survive This Loss

I won’t survive this, I can’t. This feels like dying. Heart shattering devastation. If we are to be no more, I am certain I will be no more. I will fall into a deep… Continue reading

Is She Worth Fighting For?

Everyone wants to know they are worth fighting for, that someone loves them, needs them. Not in a dependent sort of way, but companionship, love. To know that that person’s life would not… Continue reading

Past Sin

The breath of a past sin on my neck. The sound of his voice in my ear, saying, “Why not? You’ve done it before.” “Be with me, your weaknesses are so easy for… Continue reading

Don’t judge me

I start my mornings with a hot cup of coffee and light reading. As a rule, I don’t pick in-depth topics before my second cup of coffee. So, my mornings generally consist of… Continue reading