I may never understand why you left, or why it affected my so strongly. Was it my love for you? Perhaps it was that I’ve always been the one that did the leaving. Was it the loss of finally finding everything I’d ever wanted in a man? Was it the way you made me feel when you simply looked my way?
I wish I knew your reasons. I wish I could figure out my own reasons. Why did your love touch me so deeply and cut me so painfully when you took it away. Why can I not let go, it was always easy before you. Maybe one day I’ll find the answers, but for now, I can only bleed as my heart attempts to heal.